things always go worse, especially after you made a plan

Tonight, I got a worst news.

After my cousin's marriage affair emerged into my life, I can't look over it. I tried to tell myself that that's their couple's own business. Even though I strongly want to do something, nothing I can do. However hearing the alcohol and suicides depression of her, I can't help myself leaving it aside. I don't want to lose my cousin, the one who has ever given me lots of surports and encouragement.

Due to her situation, what she needs now is the positive asistance to face her life and her sticky marriage. At least we should pull her out of the suicide-willing depression. On the other hand, I have to convice her husband, who makes his mind divorcing, to face this marriage cresis rather than just to leave her family a big headache.

Personally, given my opinion of his atitude is extremely unreasonable and matureless. I keenly feel in anger. How he can act such non-responsible so that I have to put all things aside to regard his question as my priority. Otherwise, he gives me a great excuse, for stopping the confusion of my film cutting promise, my major Prf choosing, and most of all, the exchange-program drream. After thinking of this suck idea seemed in a positive perspective, I find myself a big guilty, unforgiven idiot.